Hey there Sovereign Family 💜
Have you ever noticed that no matter what you do to calm your child down, they just refuse to settle? They cry, vent, and let it all out anyway.
Recently my son had a meltdown that completely confused me. He’d had a wonderful day with friends and activities, even brought me a sweet gift. A couple hours after we got home, a simple request to wash his hands turned into a full meltdown that lasted over an hour. I tried talking to him, but it only made things worse. Usually a hug helps him reset, but this time he needed space. Once he released whatever was bottled up, he came back, apologized, and told me the hand-washing request had made him angry. I apologized too (even though I knew my tone wasn’t harsh), and after several tries he finally opened up about what was really bothering him. He just needed that moment to let it out. Then, like magic, it was business as usual.
The Reality
Children in high-conflict situations often feel confused and torn. They want the good times and don’t fully understand the conflict between their parents, so it shows up as meltdowns, standoffish behavior, avoidance of one parent, or dysregulation.
What I realized in that moment was the meltdown wasn’t really about washing his hands. It was residual emotions from navigating our re-arranged household, plus all the normal big feelings of a 5-year-old. We all carry around unseen emotional weight — from thoughts, interactions, and daily stress. When we learn to recognize and gently clear that energy (through play, movement, talking, or hugs), we and our children can move through the day much lighter.
Why We Try to Control It
For a long time I believed it was my job as their mother to make sure my children never felt hurt or emotionally wounded. I’d rush in to “fix” their discomfort. There was also guilt about our high-conflict court situation and worry about how the court might perceive me if my kids weren’t “okay.”
I’ve learned that trying to control their emotions usually backfires. Now we talk, we hug, we play, we give space. Dysregulation has its own language — once you learn it, everything becomes much easier.
The Surrender Practice
Surrender here means releasing the need to make them feel a certain way.
Instead of control, we shift to co-regulation.
Learning my children’s “dysregulation language” has been the biggest help. One loves working with his hands (playdoh, sand), the other loves water play. These simple tools calm them quickly. When we create a calm toolkit for our kids, we trade anger and meltdowns for longer stretches of peace and exploration.
Simple Practices
Take a breath and ground yourself first
Offer presence instead of trying to fix
Use movement, play, or gentle touch to help release energy
When Stronger Support May Help
Sometimes professional support is the most loving choice. Consider play therapy or counseling if you notice frequent intense meltdowns, strong avoidance of one parent, or signs of anxiety or depression.
You’re not failing as a parent when your child is dysregulated. You’re human. Surrendering the need to control their emotions is an act of love — for them and for yourself.
With care,
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Pro Se Gaia 🌕